January 6th, 2009


I am sucker who lacks the willpower to resist you.

resist: v. to withstand, strive against, or oppose.

Today was awful. Things with me and Rob are so so bad. He has never ignored me like how he did today. It was horrible. I most definitely didn't expect it and it just killed me. He's a friend. IS a friend. Things shouldn't be like this. I feel so... many different things. Hurt. Confusion. Bad. Depressed. God, this just sucks.

Other than that, the day was good. Coffee Beanery with Katie, Karla, Erica, Sam, Ashlee, and Lisa. It was nice. Then over to Taco Bell with Katie, Karla, and Ash. It felt normal, despite the fact that it hasn't been done in a while. It felt good though, too. Being with Katie and everyone.

My mind is a jumbled mess. It is in overdrive and I don't have the mental capacity to think anymore. I feel like I can't even go anywhere because I don't even know where to begin.

"There's blood in my mouth
'Cause I've been biting my tongue all week"
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