FIRST OF ALL, hooray for inaugurations!!! I really do think Katie's entry said it all but omg. Obama for the mother fuckin' win, right? Cassler cried at 12:05 today. And if everyone wasn't so damn loud, I would have been able to hear Obama's whole speech. But that is what youtube is for :) Plus, I will do as much inauguration ball watching tonight as possible.
Anyway, other than that, today WAS pretty depressing. Especially once sixth hour ended. I attacked Rob today for taking out the calculator. I don't think he is grasping the gravity of the situation but whatever. Well, not whatever, but you know. It's hard leaving this semester just because I know that I am one closer to graduation. It's not like next year I'm going to have another chance to have Mr. Martin or to be in the play. Even seeing Cassler and Ashlee make their list for 2010 yearbookers is really hard. I want to come back next year and do it again. I want to enforce the quarter picas and boss around a new staff. I want to change things and do them differently and just do it again
I think the reason I am so damn attached to high school is because, well, it IS all I know. But more than that, I am, for the most part, content. And happy. Forced change is so terrifying. I don't really know how else to describe it.
So today went well, even in drama with my men <3 But Monday will be harddddddd. Oh it's going to be a bad day. What if mine and Rob's paths never cross? Oh, it will kill me. I can't think about it.:(
Oh and I found amazing song lyrics? Yep, they are great.
"Sometimes I wonder why
I'm so full of these endless rhymes
About the way I feel inside
I wish I could just get it right"
Sometimes (I Wish) // City and Colour