Love should be easy. Life is hard enough. (anothergoodday) wrote,
Love should be easy. Life is hard enough.

Sigh :(

nightmare: n. a terrifying dream in which the dreamer experiences feelings of helplessness, extreme anxiety, sorrow, etc.

A few nights ago, I had this dream that I almost broke up with Adam. I was getting so pissed over everything and he didn't even care. Then I found out he was with Chelsea Nemeth/Chanel Metzler and I was MORE pissed. But even though we were on the verge of a break up in this dream, he didn't even give a shit. And it was awful.

Then last night, I had a similar dream. It was like we were already broken up but I went over to his house to work on some project or something. And his mom tried kicking me out and told me he didn't want me there. When I asked him if it was true he said that it was, that he didn't want me anymore. I was so incredibly scared that I woke up and checked my phone to see if he had texted me.

The weird thing is that I almost never dream about him. I don't dream like I used to but all of a sudden I'm having these horrible dreams about our break up, which I'm assuming isn't anywhere in the near future.

I don't like it.

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